This is where I blog about our journey for our rainbow baby. I have never had extreme difficulty getting pregnant, but I have never paid attention to it really either. This time around, though, it is more challenging. We are grieving and all the while time is moving forward. I am trying to get pregnant sooner rather than later because I am already nearly 38 and never thought I'd want to be pregnant again at this age. However, our journey in life took a different course when we lost Chase on April 17, 2009 and from that moment on, I decided that I could no longer make plans. It seems, though, that someone else is making them for me. So here goes letting life happen.....
About the 3rd or 4th time around, I figured that I ovulated about on day 15. And that what this blog was created for.
About Me
- Christy
- This is my blog where I will be writing about my life as it happens. I am married to my best friend, my confident, my soulmate. We have 2 girls, then a boy, all healthy pregnancies, healthy babies. Then on April 14, 2009, our fourth baby was damaged during labor and delivery. I do not understand why this happened to us, we did everything we thought we were supposed to do. We love each other, we love ourselves, and we love our children more than anything. Chase would have only enhanced what we already had. But instead of being in our arms, he is in our hearts, in our minds and in our souls, deeply embedded, walking this road of life with us in another form. We are all different people, trying to learn how to be a family this way. But I am the luckiest girl in the world to have what I have. I just happen to be one of the unluckiest, too, for having been dealt this tragedy.
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