Friday, January 8, 2010
I thought I nailed the day...then 2 days later I had another "sign" of ovulating. So we tried again, I mean, again. I don't know. Waiting. Having these "signs" though feels like I have answers to a test that I'm not supposed to know. I have never even been aware of when I ovulate when we got pregnant before. I never paid attention to it, I would kinda have it in my mind to try around day 14 to 16. But this time, now that I know these things, it's like, "well, then. let's just get this done." And if it doesn't work this time, I'm not sure what I'll think. Confused. Still waiting. Trying not to focus on this. But waiting. Hoping. And missing Chase all along.