I have a whole new range of fear raging in my head. I rear-ended someone pretty bad yesterday and though I don't think I did anything to the baby, I am so worried. I read today that you are the size of a blueberry--wow, that's bigger than what I thought. But the doctor I spoke with said I really needed to nearly break my pelvis in order to affect the pregnancy at this time. My uterus was certainly tight a lot of the day yesterday. I can feel it so acutely. I did not feel cramps really though. I am really excited about this pregnancy and can't wait until I can share my excitement and I just want to get to that point. I am happy with everything about this pregnancy. I started getting zits on my back and elsewhere so I think that means boy. That makes me happy for Patric. Of course I really want a little girl too. (like in addition!) I just hope and pray and talk to this little bean all the time that he/she is okay and to keep growing. Please, please, please......
About Me
- Christy
- This is my blog where I will be writing about my life as it happens. I am married to my best friend, my confident, my soulmate. We have 2 girls, then a boy, all healthy pregnancies, healthy babies. Then on April 14, 2009, our fourth baby was damaged during labor and delivery. I do not understand why this happened to us, we did everything we thought we were supposed to do. We love each other, we love ourselves, and we love our children more than anything. Chase would have only enhanced what we already had. But instead of being in our arms, he is in our hearts, in our minds and in our souls, deeply embedded, walking this road of life with us in another form. We are all different people, trying to learn how to be a family this way. But I am the luckiest girl in the world to have what I have. I just happen to be one of the unluckiest, too, for having been dealt this tragedy.
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