Wednesday, September 1, 2010
I felt the baby move tonight while I was sitting at the little table, pretty vividly. That's good. Because there is so much of the time that this pregnancy still doesn't seem real. It is weird--but I just don't feel pregnant most of the time, other than being fat and tired. I guess those are two obvious signs, but as big as I am, I feel like this baby should be moving and I should be feeling it. Part of me is excited to find out the sex tomorrow. Or anxious I should say. The other part of me is waiting to find out of everything is going "right", healthy, etc. Still waiting for that confirmation. In my heart I have it, but in my head I don't think I do yet. I need help getting through this, little one. Lots of help. Praying tonight that tomorrow is a good day.